‚ô• Tuesday, November 04, 2008
=]] this is what i do when i'm bored, and apprently, i'm really bored. i know i'm supposed to be studying now and stuff, but honestly. cant bring myself to it. so, did chinese p1 ans 2 today. chinese is difficult. couldnt read half the words presented to me. i'm no language person obviously. ohoh. and i watched gossip girl season 2 ep 9 just now. it was great. rah... i feel stupid. haha. cant wait for exams to be over. HOLIDAY.! and return for my doom. but its ok. i could always retake individual papers for 100 pounds each next may =]] haha.
l'amour, celui est vous et moi
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@9:52 PM
‚ô• Sunday, September 14, 2008
the sept holiday week really changed the way i see things. it never felt so.. different. OMG, CAN PEOPLE STOP SIGNING IN AND OUT.!! damn.
i never thought that that kind of feeling was possible again. i thought it was just a moment of craze. but it did. it changed everything. i finally realized that it is possible. not with you of course. haha. but wells. exams are in 2 mnths and i seem to be playing more now than ever. whats wrong with me. i cant wait till exams are over though. i wanna go on a holiday.
but as of now, im feeling kind of down maybe. ive got no clear idea why. everyting i think of smth, it makes sense, but when i give it a second thought it doesnt anymore.
your presence seems to have enlightened many of us as ive told you before. both in a good way and bad. but this moment of realization is really tough and i honestly dont wish to deal with is cause wells, i think i'm afraid i may make the wrong decision.?? but it kinda sucks. my dad is coming back on tues and my sis is leaving on fri. i wonder if my dad will leave with my sis, i sure hope so.
i'm so supposed to be studying, but i cant bring myself to. dont know why. maybe when you leave things will turn out all right.?? but i think you're just an excuse to all these. haha. i have this feeling that even when you're gone i'll still be as lazy as ever. you know. i really think i shld start keeping a proper diary. cause online dairies are not at all private and ahha of course i cant say everything here. but what am i gonna do once ive filled the book.? throw it away.? thats just stupid. keep it.?? what for.? what if someone found it.? damn. its really stupid.
l'amour, celui est vous et moi
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@10:09 PM
‚ô• Sunday, September 07, 2008
woah.. last week was.. woah.. haha. i've had never drunk so much in so little time and gotten drunk so many days in a row. damn.. i'm going to hell. not that i really care that is. haha.
went clubbing at arena with bf, jean, sam, yiming and leeman on friday night 29 august. which means at 12midnight i would be 18. haha.
sam and my birthday chalet on monday 1 sept. where we all got soo soo drunk.
leemans birthday on 2 sept where wee all got abit drunk but yiming got really really drunk and dropped his phone 3 levels down. and so many other funny stuff happened during truth or dare. it was mostly dare anyways.
3 sept.. hrmmss...oh.. went to yimings hse again for no reason at all to drink. haha. that was real shit mans. we all got DEAD drunk. haha.
i hardly got any sleep or even wnet home those days, so like when i actually went home on thursday, i slept for like 14 hrs. haha. i feel like a pig.
also, i've really got to start doing my work. especially bio, vivienne loh is gonna blow my head off my body if i dont do her work. and i just feel bad for the other teachers. haha. i am i good student =]]
went shopping for winter clothes ystd with my mom. YAY.! i'll be going to scotland =]] and we'll be coming back with my sister to tour europe.!! haha. i'm so so so glad. but i think if thats really the case i'll need to activate autoroaming service on my comp cause i'd probably not be back in more than 1 mnth and i'll miss my friends =[[
LALA
l'amour, celui est vous et moi
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@10:03 AM
‚ô• Sunday, August 10, 2008
ok. i'm officially pissed off. tok presentation is due this wednesday and we havent done shit. seriously, yiming and stephen are like totally relaxed about it. i suppose they know that i'll end up doing everything anyways. their schedules are totally mismatched, and they expect me to give up shopping just to do it tomorrow. i already did the draft copy all by myself. shouldnt they like at least contribute. whats worst, i think they lost my tok book. now HOW IN THE WORLD are we gonna get things done. i've just got myself into the one week resting mood, this totally spoils it. even before prelims, they were all busy studying and going for tuition and leaving all the work for the draft to me. dont they know that they're not the only ones with exams, i screwed up my prelims. are they pleased now. seriously. if i hadnt not known that crystal was still available i would so have partnered her instead of these two incompetent assholes. i mean.. well.. its just so irritating that i'd rather do it alone. but its too late to back out now. i honestly thought that since this was like part of the real thing that they would put in some effort. they have a total different perspective to all these issues and i thought maybe it'll make the presentation a little more exciting. but i guess i was sadly mistakened. i'm really pissed offf. i feel like stabbing them.
anyways. i'm so screwed abt my birthday, my mom is being a sudden ass and decided not to sponsor me although the promised me before. what am i gonna do. where am i gonna go. i can ask my grandma, nut i feel bad. and my father refuses to give me anything too. i'm gonna turn 18, does that not mean anything at all.? they keep saying that 21th birthday will be more impt. i thought that was supposed to be up to me to decide, its my birthday afterall. and to me. 18 is more impt cause its like LEGALITY to almost everything. wth.
l'amour, celui est vous et moi
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@11:56 AM
‚ô• Monday, August 04, 2008
just cause i feel like it, i'm gonna post a long blogpost today.Firstly, lets discuss examinations. hmm.. nth much actually. my last paper is this coming thursday, its econs. damn, i havent started econs yet, what am i gonna do. Bio's tmr, have no motivation at all. NONE i tell you. english was crap. p1 was.. well.. expected.. haha. but p2, well, i didnt actually know what i was supposed to write and stuff, so i thought "if i write like alot and fail, i'll feel worse than if i write lesser and fail" so i chose to write lesser. covered 2 themes in 3.5 pages. thats really lnog if you ask me. mani'm so gonna screw prelims, i can feel it in my bones. heh.now. random.i wentfor the NDP show twice this year. it was good. not refering to the performances btw, i prefer the fighter jet performance and the fireworks. it was really pretty. but still, i would have to admit, is was kinda a waste of time considerng the fact that i'm having exams now. i'm useless.oh god, i really cant wait for my birthday. i'll be 18. i'll be so glad. YAY.! haha going to the career smth fair on sat. wonder if it'll be of any use at all. hopefully yes. haha. applying to uni's is interesting.ok. i went off, and came back. i'm tired. but i really gotta study man. bio's tmr. but i'm soo tired. what am i to do.??
l'amour, celui est vous et moi
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@11:44 PM
